Back to the real ME aaaaa...... havnt been feeling like this for agessssss. like the old times....writing this stupid xanga lol. i feel old, feel like xanga is not for me anymore! but today i felt like im missing it so i came to visit my own blog that i havnt touch for half a year. made me realise the afterall this time, i havnt been myself. definitely not myself at all........ miss the old days in Harrow where me n my dudes used to run around the corridor, laugh our ass off infront of the locker area. lots of fun in English class, good friends, good teachers, best school Thailand, kick ass parties especially the red carpet. lots of house parties.... i jus miss the time wen i was in high school so much. im growing up too fast.... time flies n i hate changes. looking at myself now, im almost in university n i jus feel like i still wanna be a child n i havnt have enough fun yet. now im jus missing Thailand, missing my dad, missing my frens, missing good Thai food. i didnt think 2007 could be this shit. i mean i havnt have whats called 'happiness' for some time already............. life goes shit sometimes n i jus wish that i could go back to the old days where i hav lots of fun everyday, jus being the real ME. the reason why life's shit now : first of all, i jus kinda found out that my bf is cheating on me. though, we are still together n i acted like nothing has happened but inside... im hurt... im lost... confused n jus basically torned into pieces. so many tears i cried for this guy though he wouldnt let me go as well.
i have cried so many tears for u n now that im strong enough, i've pulled myself together n from today im gonna live my life like i've never known u before. u can think u'r still my bf... but guess what, im not urs ANYMORE. secondly, i hate my school.
its so different from Harrow. basically, its shit. very SHIT. thirdly, some pple i dont wanna see, they wanna see me. pple i dont wanna take up phone calls, calls me. seng woi rum karrrrrnnnn - pls get out of my life. well love issues really did make everything goes shit too. whatever, im out of here. from now on, living life the same style as before, jus being me me meeee  ps. Mim's coming over this weekend. wooohooooooooooooooooooooo~~!!!! Faraaaa <3 | 
